Well I weighed myself today and Im down another 4lbs!!! I cant believe it!! 16lbs down God is so good!! he is honestly who I have to thank to get me through this mental game of trying to lose weight. I also have my cousin Nadege who is such a great encourager and helps keep me motivated in the physical aspect of it all .I dont know what I would do without her THANKS CUZO!! LOVE U LOTS I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH THAN I SHOW THANK YOU, YOU ARE AHHMAZING!!
I cant believe that I'm almost at my half way mark for my first goal of losing 40lbs by September. Its crazy how things come together when you finally put your mind to something I know I have a very long and hard road ahead of me but I feel great and cant wait to see how I look once I get to my first goal in September.
Oh and I took my measurements on monday yeaa umm enough said on how I felt when I did those lol another thing that I will keep to myself until I am all done haha I just wonder why I let it go this far before I got my crap together well I guess it just goes back to everything happens for a reason and I needed it to really slap me in the face to wake up to what I needed to do.
God has blessed me in so many ways not just with guiding me through this physical change but most importantly my spiritual walk. It is getting that much better letting go of doubts that I have had for a little while now and his truth brightens up my day I love it!!
One thing though Im going home tomorrow (friday) to visit for a week Im so excited YAY!! but Im scared at the same time. Like the things that tempted me at home before I left that I have been able to conquer here will I be able to conquer at home this coming week? Will people notice a change in me? Will I make sure to workout? uhh this healthy lifestyle thing is kind of overwhelming at times in these beginning stages like I wish I could take a week break from all of it but I know I cant do that. That if I did take a break it totally kills what I am striving for and I must stand my ground and keep fighting this fight even when I am on "vacation". I ask for those of you who are reading this for your prayers that I fight this fight even while I am at home so I have a good report again next week!! AHHH FLORIDA I'LL SEE U TOMORROW!!
Well Im gonna bounce...p.s the furniture guys came and dropped off some furniture my cousin and her husband bought..why is it that I look a HOTT MESS and one of the guys is cute and is the one I have to interact with the most uhh lol goodness...ok that has nothing to do with my weight but just thought Id share this is a blog right? lol ok Im done for reals now.
lata peeps
Proverbs 3:5-6 :)
I'm so Proud of you. We're going mountain climbing when you get back.
ReplyDeleteLove you cuz!