Sooooooooo....

So yea a couple weeks ago I went home to Florida(THE BEST STATE EVER!!) to visit family and friends and to relax and enjoy my little vaca...yea that wasnt the case at all lol. I was all over the place but it was worth it I had a great time at home but not gonna lie it was hard for me to leave again. What was even harder is trying to get back into my routine that I have up here. 

When we first got back here my cousin and I both felt sluggish and out of whack just from being off our routine for a week its been hard but we are back on track. Im back to working out twice a day and lifting so Im feeling good again. The eating part that I was scared to do when I got home I wasnt hard on myself because I was on vacation but I didnt over do it either so that was good but I also realized being home during this process is not good for me. My family we are busy people school,work, work, work, church activities we barely cook at home its usually take out or something because we are always on the run or just tired and dont have the time or energy to cook. Which in the long run is going to have a big impact in our lives a negative one which scared me a little so to be honest even though I miss home a lot Im glad I am here during this journey its making it a lot easier to stay focused on the goals I have set up for myself. Oh yea I will reach those goals too so dont doubt me!! well ok go ahead and doubt me so I can just prove you wrong haha

Anywho one of those goals is to run a marathon next year with two of my friends Im going to start training for it soon Im excited!! Im thinking either one for breast cancer awareness or diabetes something meaningful to me that i can relate to in someway. So look out for that people it should be interesting. Oh and I havent weighed myself since I have left and I dont plan on weighing myself again until next thursday when I have been fully back into my routine for over a week.

I'll be honest I have had some rough days and I know not everyday is going to be easy bean. That Im not always going to feel like working out and enjoying that certain type of food. So yea certain days have been hard where I have felt I havent accomplished much but I will also say God is getting me through that mental game so its all good. I see it as a way to keeping myself humble in this process and remember he is the number one being who will get me through this journey. Ok Im off people

To God be the glory have a blessed weekend guys :)

ME

Proverbs 3:5-6