Today I'm not going to really talk about about my weight the one thing Ill mention is I'm down another dress size thank you Lord 6 SIZES I CANT BELIEVE IT!! ITS A GREAT FEELING THOUGH!!. Ok well speaking of the Lord he is continuing to mold me and work in my life. Somethings have recently happened that I wasnt expecting which actually no I wont say I wasnt expecting in a way I was and I was hoping I was wrong but I know God has a plan for me and whatever answers He sees that I NEED not what just I want He will give them to me.
Its very humbling when you think you have everything together and then something happens to remind you how jacked up you are without God. I received that one part (we are jacked up) in church last sunday one of the best sermons I have ever received ever I am so blessed to have found the church that I have here in Georgia. I have been challenged in different aspects of my life recently and its so comforting to know I have the Lord to guide me through everything good and bad through easy times and hard, THROUGH IT ALL! ITS AHHMAZING. He is the only constant in my life and its a great feeling knowing he is there even when I mess up and stumble he is there to pick me back up, even when I doubt he is there to show me why I shouldnt. Even though Im not always faithful he is. He knows whats best for me and is waiting for when Im willing to let him give it to me. We say we want to surrender but do we really? I know its something all of us struggle with but the feeling of complete surrender is one of the best in the world. I pray for all who read this to know that God he is real and when you open your heart and life to having an intimate relationship with him through his son Jesus Christ its the most fulfilling and best decision you could ever make for your life and for what you cant see in this life. Trust me it is THE BEST DECISION YOU COULD EVER MAKE IT!
When i think about my past and think about where I am now I start to cry because I see how by simply putting my faith in him he has molded me from someone in deep despair, darkness, no peace, mean, selfish, miserable into something beautiful, full of life, humbled, understanding, compassionate and determined to be the light he has brought into my life into the world. Its hard for me to think of my life now without him it just doesnt make any sense. I am NOTHING without Him. Thats all from me this week and I end with this, even with the hard times, the bad times, and the sad times I love the journey I am on and cant wait to see where he takes me next.
Tesia :)
Proverbs 3:5-6
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