A lot on my mind...

So I have a lot on my mind so many thing so many emotions/situations/decisions I dont even know where to begin. I guess I'll get into so of them hmm so Im still doing well with my eating my workouts took a back seat last week I just felt so exhausted all day everyday I felt like mush it was horrible. Then I realized why and oh the great fun of being a female NOT!! and its like as I get older my pms gets worse. I dont get it but I do know its ridiculously annoying cramps are beyond painful, my emotions run ramped, attitude is worse then usual lol. AHHHH!!! ITS HORRIBLE!!! Im so over it.

Anywho so this week it got better I have been able to work out twice a day again and maintain my eating so its been good. OH AND IM DOWN 4 PANT SIZES AHHH!!! I found out on saturday and it definitely helped boost my spirits back up after such an awful week. The number continues to go down Im so blessed by the Lord and what he is doing in me spiritually and mentally to be able to keep fighting this battle because as I say again it really isnt about the physical its all mental.

This doesnt have to do anything with my weight but it is something I want to share with those who are reading this. As most of you know my mother has been working at Jupiter Medical Center Pavillion as a CNA for over 20 years loyal, dedicated, and hard working. This past June she was falsely accused of assault on a patient and was unlawfully fired due to this accusation. It has been hard on my family with this unexpected blow but of course God knows the plan he has for my mother and our family but I do ask for you continued prayers as we continue to work on the situation and also for my siblings down in Florida especially my sister as a load has been thrown on her with this sudden situation. I will say one battle we have won already and the one my mother was most concerned with and that is her name be cleared and the charges as well and with that said she received a phone call from the Attorney General of Florida giving her the great news that her charges are cleared and that she should not have been fired ISNT GOD AHHHMAZZZING?!!!!! but we still have some other issues to handle so please keep my family in your prayers. thanks soo much :) I wish I could be with my mom right now but I know she is being taken care of and is in great hands praise God!! 

So as this next school year is fastly coming up( I know Im all over the place today I warned you ahead of time lol) I have a lot of decisions to make and goals I know I need to reach soon so we will see how things go Lord willing I dont lose my mind through all of this haha. Man what a year it has been already I cant believe it I never imagined where I am now I would be a year ago God is soo good even in hard crazy times I know he is there and molding me into the woman he wants me to be and I must say its been quite interesting (the whole molding process) cant deny that one bit. Oh and time just keeps going by faster and faster doesnt it? I swear it was just January hmm wow.OOooohhhh that thing we call life and I definitely just want to keep making the best of mine :) Do you?

laters

T.

Jeremiah 29:11 :)